Reaching out my hand
you turn to vapor
and vanish forever
just inches away
from my outstretched hand
where have you gone
the image of your face
lingers so strongly
my poor poor friend
fell off the path
this world for sure
has burden your heart
to the point of
breaking apart.
I scramble to grab
the droplets in the air
to grasp onto
what may be left
my grip clings at nothing.
I sit here idly
watching this world
pass me by for now
eventually i will be pushed
when the rock is dropped
can it still stay the same
or be forever changed
when they hit
ripples in water
flow outwards for
this is the way of the universe
for everything done
we will see in the past
and the future the
ripples of a choice
never to slow down
so i stand on the edge
waiting to drop this
very rock I call me
to change my world.
A colourful world
with leaves not green
bright yellows and oranges
encompass this world
the joy it brings
yet its sad all the same
for this beauty we see
is another things sleep
do they see us
as a passing blur?
Or something to admire
and look on as captivating
could this be a very dream
they sit in wait
well we the dream
pass by under sight.
Your blue eyes
instead of the cold
blue I am used to
are warm and calm
like a inviting ocean
calm and void of waves
just seeing a smile
on your face
makes butterflies flutter
inside my chest
the freckles lining your face
only draw in the eyes
to the natural beauty
that is you
I feel joy just
speaking with you
its unnerving but true
hearing the words
slipping past your lips
this burning desire
feels me up inside
I just want to spend
more time to truly
see you.
But I will transgress
for now I write
to as a testament
to the beauty that is you.
A tapestry covered in paint
blurred by the passage of time
what it once was lost
replaced but what it is
A sky covered in clouds
Sun light creeping in the cracks
illuminating the wet grass
glistering with every passing ray
with these two images
combined we have a life
that has come along way
from its start
as more paint splatters
we lose some thing
and again much more
till this ride is over.
You stand there
frozen like ice
this world leaving you broken
the very time that flows
has taken its tole
the fears you felt
have done nothing
but broken the bridges
that you could take
options across a cliff
sadly the fate
you have been given
as well as the expectations
were just to much
the burden climbs on your back
money has weighed
down your very feet
your self doubt
immobilized your legs
surely this could not be
but you still
try desperately to follow
others foot prints
to set out out on
their expectations
try as you might
their eyes are never
looking at you with
out scorn and disappointment
this fragile made up world
Just thi
enclosed in my walls
shrouded in the shadows
i stand never moving
the world around spinning
by some weird reason
a glowing flower
poked its way in.
I contain my emotions
to preserve this, if not it
would surly crack and break
this new object
as fragile as glass
with yet another wall
made to block myself
the light surely will fade
but never fully disappear
confused by my own
behavior towards this
I sit and ponder
to protect what i have?
fear to lose what i had?
everything will slip
past my outstretched hands
one thing is for certain
my walls will not last
some day my mind
will be thrown into this world
with regrets or a lost friend.
will
Reaching out my hand
you turn to vapor
and vanish forever
just inches away
from my outstretched hand
where have you gone
the image of your face
lingers so strongly
my poor poor friend
fell off the path
this world for sure
has burden your heart
to the point of
breaking apart.
I scramble to grab
the droplets in the air
to grasp onto
what may be left
my grip clings at nothing.
I sit here idly
watching this world
pass me by for now
eventually i will be pushed
when the rock is dropped
can it still stay the same
or be forever changed
when they hit
ripples in water
flow outwards for
this is the way of the universe
for everything done
we will see in the past
and the future the
ripples of a choice
never to slow down
so i stand on the edge
waiting to drop this
very rock I call me
to change my world.
A colourful world
with leaves not green
bright yellows and oranges
encompass this world
the joy it brings
yet its sad all the same
for this beauty we see
is another things sleep
do they see us
as a passing blur?
Or something to admire
and look on as captivating
could this be a very dream
they sit in wait
well we the dream
pass by under sight.
Your blue eyes
instead of the cold
blue I am used to
are warm and calm
like a inviting ocean
calm and void of waves
just seeing a smile
on your face
makes butterflies flutter
inside my chest
the freckles lining your face
only draw in the eyes
to the natural beauty
that is you
I feel joy just
speaking with you
its unnerving but true
hearing the words
slipping past your lips
this burning desire
feels me up inside
I just want to spend
more time to truly
see you.
But I will transgress
for now I write
to as a testament
to the beauty that is you.
A tapestry covered in paint
blurred by the passage of time
what it once was lost
replaced but what it is
A sky covered in clouds
Sun light creeping in the cracks
illuminating the wet grass
glistering with every passing ray
with these two images
combined we have a life
that has come along way
from its start
as more paint splatters
we lose some thing
and again much more
till this ride is over.
You stand there
frozen like ice
this world leaving you broken
the very time that flows
has taken its tole
the fears you felt
have done nothing
but broken the bridges
that you could take
options across a cliff
sadly the fate
you have been given
as well as the expectations
were just to much
the burden climbs on your back
money has weighed
down your very feet
your self doubt
immobilized your legs
surely this could not be
but you still
try desperately to follow
others foot prints
to set out out on
their expectations
try as you might
their eyes are never
looking at you with
out scorn and disappointment
this fragile made up world
Just thi
enclosed in my walls
shrouded in the shadows
i stand never moving
the world around spinning
by some weird reason
a glowing flower
poked its way in.
I contain my emotions
to preserve this, if not it
would surly crack and break
this new object
as fragile as glass
with yet another wall
made to block myself
the light surely will fade
but never fully disappear
confused by my own
behavior towards this
I sit and ponder
to protect what i have?
fear to lose what i had?
everything will slip
past my outstretched hands
one thing is for certain
my walls will not last
some day my mind
will be thrown into this world
with regrets or a lost friend.
will
You’re afraid of yourself, being held back by your hand,
You fear in the darkness, they see their blood where you stand…
There’s something in there…
The cold and repressed,
Don’t go alone…
Take yourself away,
Hide away, like the coward you are…
At least admit your mistakes,
Prove to them your still here,
You’re attached to the steel,
That makes you so grave,
Don’t look away…
As it takes a day…
To show you how you are…
Right there in the darkness…
There’s blood on the floor,
It’s all from them…
Just A Little Girl... by CourageoftheMagi, literature
Literature
Just A Little Girl...
She stared up into the night,
Transfixed with the sound of lightning,
Thunder danced right through her,
A break in the darkness,
She pretended to sly into the light,
Where the moon awaited…
Lifting her into a field of fireflies…
Was this all in her mind?
A little girl left the door behind her,
A gasp from the house made her stop,
Gazing softly at the bruises…
Hiding under her,
Wishing for any sign,
Something better was waiting for her…
Beyond the wishes of her mind…
Please take her away,
Please tell her that she’ll be okay…
No more trying to flee the pain,
No more hiding…
Tell her that the sky
Fly away on faded wing,
Please, don’t give in…
Behind he will take your life…
Or you’ll be done in…
Flap your heartened wings…
And learn to breathe again…
Gain the wind’s sober feel,
And fly into the light…
Don’t look back,
Or he will take away….
Broken wings can’t escape…
Jaded hope can’t heal…
Fly from reality,
To a place he can’t break…
If your life your life,
There’s’ nothing he can take…
Away on folded wings,
Forgot the pain you knew…
Realise that one day…
Soon he’ll be away from you
Ghost Within The Dark... by CourageoftheMagi, literature
Literature
Ghost Within The Dark...
Running before the form of you…
Wondering when their eyes will meet again?
Holding onto hope when it’s long gone…
Quiet takes her form away from him,
Slowly as the night comes to rest,
Just like a shy and open breathe,
There she is again…
Holding faintly onto hope…
There he is on the run…
Trying to glimpse her shy smile,
Within his broken tears,
There she also disappears…
Holding onto a bit of false hope,
Sadly losing everything he had,
There is a shadow of a doubt,
That she barely is a thread…
Here he runs from himself, the past…
And all the clever lies,
Holding onto his
Haunted, she stands near the stars,
Holding onto pain,
Watching herself fade away…
Taken by a flash of light,
Does she stray, into the night?
Or does she simply turn and sway?
People tell her you’re just a child,
What people don’t see are the torn scars,
Hiding in the light, hidden by her lies…
Taking over her smile,
That once adored her face…
Now all she has…is a place worth suffering…
Go into the stars, voices in her head,
The hill’s just a mile away,
Or is she simply mad?
Cold bites her skin,
As she falls into the quick…
And all she has is the call of night…
Fla
A single thread in a tapestry
Its color one that shines
Will never know his purpose
In a scheme, a whole design
How do you know what you're worth
By your smile or by your size?
Your strength, drive, passion?
The way you look at me with those eyes?
Thats how I know
A cascade of silver
Blood of pure intent
Eyes like drops of heaven's river
And a sweet delectable scent
A familiar face
Yes I know you
From long ago, we met before
I know you know this too
We met a lifetime ago
And its back to square one again
I questioned my purpose
I questioned my intent
But when I'm with you
I feel again
I realize my reason
Then one I have to live for
It
What did we ever do?
Trapped beyond compare…
Hit by a flash of light,
That seemed to linger there…
Lightning bit the mind,
Muddled as it was…
Aches within your heart tell you,
Why it ever was?
Forgot the time we had,
Forgot to see again,
We only end up closed off,
Like this is the end?
What did we ever do?
But feel without a way…
I wish I could make the time,
To make it back today…
Like a flash of light.
Insecure...
All she could ever be,
Is the fool he’ll always see?
Mistake, after mistake,
Heart beating without a trace…
Only she could ever know?
Where she’s going…
So ask her one thing…?
Is that all she’ll ever be?
A foolish girl who hopes of love?
An oaf who wears her heart on her sleeve?
Is this all a dream?
Is this all she’ll ever be?
Insecurities keep her wading by,
Falling through a twilit sky…
With hope of the numbness going away,
Will she ever see the light of day?
A fool of a girl with her head in the clouds…
Well she ever be…?
More than her insecurities?
What I Am To You... by CourageoftheMagi, literature
Literature
What I Am To You...
I guess I'd be...
And finally know what's it's like to be...
With a dagger held in my grip,
And a yearning for destiny,
You'd realise I'd made of...
What heroes used to be...
With the faint of the light,
You'd send me off,
Upon the Viking ship,
Holding my shield high in hand,
We'll stare into each other's eyes...
And in out fates, we'd be aligned...
I'd be a hero...
Written by the ones,
You'd said Goblins can never be...
Anything but a slave, without destiny...
I'd like to prove that heroes aren't born,
Their made...
And in my dreams...
I would be a hero...
That's who I'll be be...
But we each have a story,
And some don't some true,
And if
They told him in the night,
Those fireflies were real,
Dreams of leaving reality,
And he couldn’t tell her…
How he feels….
Dreaming she’d spy the one,
He could be a hero…
In her eyes…
But it wasn’t his destiny…
And one by one there were fireflies…
Lies could keep away,
All he knows what to be…
And she’ll still fade by day,
As the stars align by his side…
And in the end, there still be fireflies…
In her eyes, he’ll never be…
What she wants him too,
Even if he dreams…
As they mock him for…
A wish that will never be…
An
A tapestry covered in paint
blurred by the passage of time
what it once was lost
replaced but what it is
A sky covered in clouds
Sun light creeping in the cracks
illuminating the wet grass
glistering with every passing ray
with these two images
combined we have a life
that has come along way
from its start
as more paint splatters
we lose some thing
and again much more
till this ride is over.
Favourite cartoon character: Kyoko Mogami from skip beat
Personal Quote: if the truth hurts then stop lying to your self.
Other then that I enjoy writing poetry i find it fun i started in grade 11 my English teacher played a song by Mozart and told us to write a poem as we listened to it and thus I began my writing. He was so impressed by it he said he would use it in his future classes it was one of the moments in my lie that I was happy about something to do with English class before that I was all about math and science and never cared much for English. Thus I started to write more and more for awhile then stopped for some reason.
i also love to swim and go for long walks it helps me stay calm and collect my mind the walking part anyways swimming s just fun. i don't get to do either of these things much any more due to my work schedule. I like to play minecraft as well been putting most my free time into that for some odd reason I should probably upload some pics of that things I've made in that game some time.
Well if there is anything you wish to know about me feel free to ask. And I hope you enjoy my work and please give my constructive criticism I can use it to only get better.
Favourite Movies
A bridge to far
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Rammstein, disturded
Favourite Games
Rise of nations(I know its old but it is good)
Favourite Gaming Platform
RPG, Action, RTS
Tools of the Trade
Hd Camera, hd pvr, Video studios 5x pro, Autodesk 3D Studio Max, Unity3d, Acid pro, Artisteer
Well been a long time since I last looked at deviant art the new layout is going to take a bit of getting used to lets see if I actually can be more active lol sigh....
wow it has been some time since I've been on here. I'm still alive in kicking if any one is wondering. I have not written in some time but I have been coding again. Maybe some day I'll post some images of the games I'm working on.